Mum I still can not believe that you have gone I really thought I would have you with me forever, That day I found you I just kept saying to Shelagh...what am I going to do without her? And all she could say was I dont know. Nearly 2 years later I still dont know what Im going to do, years ahead without your love, without your guidance, without your kindness without YOU!!! Its just seems unbearable. I love you with all my heart and I promise you that there is not a minute goes by that I dont think of you, dont miss you. But you are with my lovely Dad, the kindest most gentle man ever and he has waited a long tume for you. Its his turn to look after you now. I love and miss you both with every bit of my heart. When I look at the sky the brightest star I see is you, keeping an eye on us.